Sentient life

Finally
I am 
Surrounded
By honest sensations 

Living comes
As conscience
Endorsed by 
An innate aptitude
Animated by
Mindful feelings 

Life instinct has
A special flair
Even
Bends backward
To honor 
The apprehensions 

Though
The emotions are
Often instigated
By reality 
A disposition 
Still
Motivates 
The dreams 

I became
An effort maker 
It must be 
Self-preservation

My thoughts 
Permeate through  
Intuitive senses 
And an inborn reflection
Tells me
I had enough trauma 
No need for
Extra drama

A penchant aware 
Of myself
Makes me 
Mindfully happy 
To enjoy a sentient life